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Fiction Masterlist

Posted in reverse chronological order, which hopefully means the ones at the top of the list are better. :-) Right now it's all Supernatural. Most of this can also be found on AO3 if you prefer to read it there.

You want to illustrate/translate/podfic/remix/write a sequel or prequel to one of these? Nothing would make me happier. All I ask is that you send me a link when you're done.



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We are merely players, performers and portrayers
Genre: Gen, casefic
Length: ~20K
Rating: PG-13 for language
Characters: Dean Winchester, Sam Winchester, Soulless Sam, Bobby Singer
Spoilers: Through season 6
Synopsis: A casefic set in season 6, soon after "Chained Heat" and before "Appointment in Samarra." Dean and Soulless Sam are in Florida again, where Dean's working two cases - the monster he and Sam are hunting at Disneyworld, and the case of Sam's missing soul. And he's got a lot of soul-searching to do. Which sounds like a bad joke, but his life has turned into a bad joke, so. It fits. With flashbacks to season 4, soon after 4.03, "In The Beginning." Written for the 2019 spn_j2_bigbang and illustrated by amberdreams

Season 14 episode tags


These are the days of miracle and wonder (this is the long distance call)
Genre: Gen, hell trauma
Length: ~10K
Rating: PG-13 for language, show-level gore
Characters: Sam Winchester, Dean Winchester, other canon characters
Spoilers: Through the end of s13
Synopsis: Sam Winchester's life has been touched by many things - love, loss, fear, hope, pain, and always, in the background, witchcraft. Written for the 2018 spn_summergen challenge, for the amazing quickreaver.


Of flesh and blood I'm made
Genre: Gen, hurt!Sam, angst, hell trauma
Length: About 600 words
Characters: Sam Winchester, Dean Winchester
Synopsis: Dean's body was rebuilt when he was raised from Hell, but Sam's wasn't. What if, once he got his soul and his memory back, his body couldn't forget what had happened in Hell? How high would his pain threshold be?


Season 13 episode tags


That gives us hope when the whole day's done
Genre:
Gen, hurt!Sam, hurt!Dean
Length: About 600 words
Rating: Light R or hard PG for language, show-level gore
Characters: Sam Winchester, Dean Winchester
Spoilers: None
Synopsis: Written for the November 2017 Oh Sam Comment Meme for the following two prompts: 1. Dean finds and follows a blood trail left in the snow/sand/forest, and finds a pale and bleeding-out Sam at the end of it. 2. Sam + a car crash = freaking out Dean!

Though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death
Genre: Gen, angst, hell trauma
Length: About 3100 words
Rating: Light R or hard PG for language, violent imagery
Characters: Sam Winchester, Dean Winchester
Spoilers: Mentions events that happened at the end of S12
Synopsis: Something bad happens when you break a blood oath with a reaper. Sam and Dean have to fix it. Written for spn_summergen 2017 for the incomparable crowroad3.

Untitled schmoopy ficlet
Genre:
Het
Length: About 1200
Characters: Sam Winchester and someone who calls herself the Dread Pirate Roberts ;-)
Spoilers: None
Synopsis: Originally posted as a birthday gift for the amazing themegalosaurus on Tumblr, since she and I share a love for this particular ship. Also available on AO3.


Whether you're a brother or whether you're a mother
Genre: Gen, h/c, angst
Length: About 1600 words
Characters: Sam Winchester, Dean Winchester
Spoilers: None
Synopsis: A kind of remix of With Gravy, a season 2 fic by the amazing kalliel, which you need to read first. Basically, I read her story and knew I had to hear Sam's side. (It's not as good as Dean's side, because seriously, she's amazing.) Also available on AO3. Now with a bonus illustration by amberdreams!


I focus on the pain (the only thing that's real)
Genre: Gen, h/c (mostly h), angst
Length: 3000 words
Rating: PG-13
Characters: Dean Winchester, Sam Winchester
Spoilers: None
Synopsis: Dean has to perform field surgery on Sam. Oddly enough, things get complicated. Written for the Celebrating Sam event on ohsam. The prompt was "field surgery." This was supposed to be from Sam’s POV, but Dean kept taking over (as he so often does when I try to write Sam), so you get both sides. Also available on AO3.


Season 12 episode tags


Take a sad song and make it better
Genre: Gen
Length: 1300 words
Rating: PG-13
Characters: Dean Winchester, off-screen hurt Sam Winchester
Spoilers: None
Synopsis: A pre-series ficlet. Sometimes doctors ask awkward questions.


There I go, turn the page
Genre: Gen, h/c, angst
Length: About 1200 words
Rating: PG-13
Characters: Sam Winchester, Kevin Tran, Dean Winchester
Spoilers: For the end of S8
Synopsis: Written for the 2016 ohsam Triple Play Challenge for the following prompt: (1) snowy woods, (2) Kevin, (3) Where did Sam get to? Better follow the footprints. The bare and bloody part is disturbing, though. With a bonus illustration by the amazing quickreaver


Come lay bones on the alabaster stones
Genre: Horror, gen
Length: about 11700 words
Rating: R for language and subject matter
Warnings: Torture
Characters: Sam Winchester, Dean Winchester, Hallucifer
Spoilers: Through S7
Synopsis: A season 7 AU that takes place after Sam gets his memories of Hell back. At night, Sam dreams of being tortured in Hell. During the day, his dreams start coming true, except they're happening to other people. Written for the 2016 spnhorrorbang with awesomely creepy art by stormbrite. Also available on AO3.


When it's time for leaving
Genre: Gen, angst
Length: About 4000 words
Rating: PG for language and mild violence
Warnings: If you can handle the show, you can handle this
Characters: Sam Winchester, Dean Winchester, a tiny bit of John Winchester
Spoilers: Eh. Maybe a teeny one if you haven't watched all of season 2. Surely you've watched all of season 2 by now.
Synopsis: A pre-series fic that takes place right after Sam graduates from high school. It's hot, Sam's being weird, Dean's annoyed, and a little bit of Winchester family history is about to be made. With artwork by the fabulous 2blueshoes, who was willing to hook up with me on quicky_bang and hopefully used protection.


But I've become what I can't be
Genre: Gen, casefic, angst, some h/c
Length: About 21,000 words
Rating: R for language and show-level violence
Warnings: If you can handle the show, you can handle this
Characters: Sam Winchester, Dean Winchester
Spoilers: Through 2.11, "Playthings"
Synopsis: A season 2 casefic that takes place immediately after "Playthings." Still reeling from John's revelation that Dean might have to kill his brother, the Winchesters find themselves in Nashville. They're investigating a case in which people are being brutally murdered by their loved ones, which cuts just a little too close to home, considering that Sam is trying to get Dean to accept that he might have to kill his own loved one. Written for the 2016 spn_j2_bigbang with art by stargazingchola.


Season 11 episode tags


2015 Oh Sam Triple Play Challenge
My fills for the amazing 2015 Oh Sam Triple Play challenge, compiled in one easy-to-read entry. Includes: Untitled (Sam gets impaled in the bunker), Stone number one (Sam can't make Hallucifer go away), Like a rock (hurt!Sam from the Impala's POV), Across the fields I see my shadow fly (Sam is shot in a coffee shop), and Play it again, Sam (Dr. Cara Roberts takes care of Sam and his post Sex and Violence ax wounds). But you need to go visit the community anyway and read the rest of them. Seriously.

Sometimes I think it's a sin, when I feel like I'm winning when I'm losing again
Genre: Gen, angst
Length: About 2200 words
Rating: PG for language
Warnings: None
Characters: Bobby Singer, Sam Winchester. Not appearing in this story: Sam's soul.
Spoilers: Through S8
Synopsis: It's always bothered me that Bobby didn't tell Dean when Sam got out of Hell. Bothered me enough that I tried to fix it in my first published fic. So, here's Bobby's side of the story. And also maybe a teeny little bit of fix-it for Taxi Driver. Fills the first person square on my Bingo card for spnspiration



I'll tell you my sins and you can sharpen your knife
Genre: Gen, angst
Length: About 8600 words
Rating: R for language and maybe other things
Warnings: Author chooses not to warn because she considers them spoilery; read at your own risk
Characters: Dean Winchester, Sam Winchester, Castiel
Spoilers: Through The Executioner's Song
Synopsis: Dean deals with the implications of Cain's prophecy. Fills the non-linearity square on my Bingo card for spnspiration



Blue skies from pain
Genre: Gen, angst
Length: About 1150 words
Rating: PG for language
Warnings: Author chooses not to warn because she considers them spoilery; read at your own risk
Characters: Sam Winchester, Dean Winchester, Castiel
Spoilers: Mildly spoilery for The Executioner's Song
Synopsis: In which Castiel is a Pink Floyd song. Takes place at some point after The Executioner's Song. Fills the Thingstiel square on my spnspiration Bingo card.


Here's a little ghost for the offering
Genre: Gen, h/c, angst
Length: 4500 words
Rating: PG 13 for language
Characters: Sam Winchester, Dean Winchester, Benny Lafitte
Spoilers: Front half of season 8
Synopsis: Dean gets a surprise after he returns from Purgatory. Fills a prompt from the ohsam fifth anniversary challenge.

Handbook for the Newly Immortal
Genre:Gen, mildly humorous
Length: About 1200 words
Rating: PG for language
Characters: Sam Winchester, Dean Winchester
Spoilers: Through 10.13
Synopsis: Sam and Dean play road games and try not to talk about important things. Dialogue only, inspired by spnspiration, even though I don't have that particular square on my bingo card. And some of this will make more sense if you're familiar with The Princess Bride and The Simpsons.

Give the Devil his due
Genre: Gen, Boy!King Sam
Characters: Sam Winchester, Dean Winchester, Alastair
Rating: R for language, torture
Length: About 1200 words
Warnings: Torture, language
Summary: He was looking for a soul to steal. Written for the 2015 EvilSam Roulette Challenge at evilsam_spn.

But if you close your eyes, does it almost feel like nothing changed at all?
Genre: Gen, angst
Length: about 8000 words
Rating: R for language
Characters: Dean Winchester, Sam Winchester, Castiel
Spoilers: Through season 9
Synopsis: Dean's no longer a demon, but he still needs to be saved. Sequel to Where do we begin (the rubble or our sins)? You should read that one first.

I don't think the world is sold (I'm just doing what we're told)
Genre: Gen, angst
Length: About 11,400 words
Rating: R for language
Characters: Dean Winchester, Castiel, Sam Winchester
Spoilers: Through the end of season 5
Warnings: Language you can't use on the CW, show-level darkness, overuse of run-on sentences
Synopsis: After Sam jumps into the cage with Lucifer, Dean would do anything to undo it. What happens when he is given that opportunity? Written for the 2014 spn_gen_bigbang, and also fills the "dark" square on my bingo card for spnspiration

Refrain
Genre: Gen, angst, a bit of h/c
Length: About 1450 words
Rating: PG for language
Characters: Sam Winchester, Dean Winchester
Spoilers: through season 8; takes place during the trials
Synopsis: During the trials, Sam has food issues. Companion piece to Coda, which you might want to read first but don't necessarily have to. Fills the run-on sentences square on my spnspiration bingo card.

But if you try sometimes
Genre: Gen, angst
Length: About 1100 words
Rating: PG-13 for language
Characters: Dean Winchester, omniscient narrator
Spoilers: Through Bad Day at Black Rock. This is an AU of that episode, where Dean did not save Sam after Cold Oak, but it won't make sense unless you've seen BDABR.
Synopsis: A different day at Black Rock. But it's still bad.

Three More Minutes
Genre: Gen, angst
Length: About 900 words
Rating: PG-13 for language
Characters: Dean Winchester, Sam Winchester, Castiel
Spoilers: Through 10.03
Synopsis: AU; two ways Soul Survivor could have gone if Castiel had arrived three minutes later

Where do we begin (the rubble or our sins)?
Genre: Gen, angst
Length: About 10,900 words
Rating: R for language (sorry, Dean has a potty mouth)
Characters: Dean Winchester, Sam Winchester, Castiel, Crowley
Spoilers: Through season 9
Synopsis: This is Sam, saving his brother.

Til the sandman he comes
Genre: Gen, emotional h/c
Length: About 1200 words
Rating: R for language
Characters: Dean Winchester, Sam Winchester
Spoilers: Season 7, takes place immediately after The Born Again Identity
Synopsis: Sam just needs to sleep, but it's not as easy as it should be.



Coda
Genre: Gen, angst
Length: About 1250 words
Rating: R
Characters: Sam Winchester, Dean Winchester
Spoilers: through season 8; takes place during the Trials
Synopsis: Dean tries to cook something Sam can eat. There are issues. Not a curtain fic.

Closer
Genre: Gen/het, angst
Length: 700 words
Rating: R
Characters: Sam Winchester, Dean Winchester, Ruby, Alastair
Spoilers: through season 4
Synopsis: Drabbley ficlet - Sam and Dean are both changed during Dean's time in Hell. I was listening to Closer by Nine Inch Nails and I suddenly realized that it should totally be Sam and Ruby’s song. And then this happened.

Untitled 9.22 AU
Genre: Gen, angst
Length: 800 words
Rating: PG for language
Characters: Sam Winchester, Dean Winchester, Castiel
Spoilers: through 9.22
Synopsis: What if Castiel wasn't so willing to choose Dean over his angel army?

Day Seventy-Four
Genre: Gen, angst, emotional h/c
Length: About 3000 words
Rating: PG for language
Characters: Sam Winchester, Dean Winchester
Spoilers: Through Mystery Spot
Summary: Day 74 in Broward County. Sam is falling apart; Dean tries to help put him back together.

Bring It On Home
Genre: Gen, angst
Length: About 1100 words
Rating: PG for language
Characters: Sam Winchester, Dean Winchester
Spoilers: through 9.12
Synopsis: After the events of Sharp Teeth, Sam and Dean figure out how to work together again. Maybe. Occurs immediately after kalliel's “The Lemon Song," so read that first (you can find it here.) "Bring it on Home,” continuing her title meme, is the last song on Led Zeppelin II.

Stapled Shut, Inside an Outside World
Genre: Gen, angst
Length: About 6400 words
Rating: PG 13
Characters: Sam Winchester, Dean Winchester, other canon characters
Warnings: Language, implied torture
Spoilers: Through 9.02
Synopsis: Sam has learned not to ask questions.

Guardian
Length: About 500 words
Rating: G
Characters: Dean Winchester, Castiel
Spoilers: None
Synopsis: AU; Dean has an important job for Castiel.

How It Ends
Length: About 850 words
Rating: pg-13 for language
Characters: Sam Winchester, Dean Winchester
Warnings: Major character death
Spoilers: None
Summary: Does what it says on the tin.

Tracking Angels
Length: around 930 words
Rating: PG-13 for language
Characters: Sam Winchester, Dean Winchester, Kevin Tran
Spoilers: through 9.04
Summary: Kevin's talent for customizing the map table has unforeseen consequences.

The Prophet's Song
Length: around 2600 words
Rating: PG-13 for language
Characters: Sam Winchester, Dean Winchester, Chuck Shurley, Castiel, Kevin Tran
Spoilers: through 9.01
Summary: Two stories about two prophets. An AU version of the brothers' first meeting with Chuck, and a coda to 9.01.

Three Things About Sam Winchester
Genre: Gen
Length: Around 1000 words
Rating: PG-13 for language
Characters: Sam Winchester, Dean Winchester, John Winchester, Mary Winchester, Castiel, Jessica Moore, Lisa Braeden
Spoilers: Through Swan Song
Summary: Things we know about Sam.

Like a Virgin Redux
Length:
Rating: PG13 for language
Characters: Dean Winchester, Sam Winchester, Castiel, Bobby Singer
Spoilers: Through Like a Virgin (6.12)
Summary: Fix-it/missing scenes for 6.12. Things that I thought needed to be said :-)




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